UCP CO-AUDIT
FIELD REPORT:
MUDRUNNER #1 

I am VERY HAPPY to report that someone out there has actually been USING UCP, instead of spending their time and energy telling me that it can't work.  I received this unsolicited field report on UCP recently from someone I have never met.  I post it here with their permission.

Konchok Penday
Technical Writer, GODS CHURCH
<konchok.penday@net-prophet.net>

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CO-AUDIT FIELD REPORT FOLLOWS:
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Dear Mr. Penday,

I was on staff at the L.A. Org from 1971 to 1975, and, after my release, I was
peripherally involved in the church for another seven years, until I became a
statistic in the great purge of '82.

At that time, I was informed by the junior gods of the church that I would
lose my immortal soul without access to "Source".  Stung, I replied that it
seemed unlikely that a human agency would have that kind of control over my
soul, and I disconnected.  I then spent another ten years involved in the
latest and greatest "independent field" breakthroughs, as I attempted to
cleanse myself and assert my OTness despite the Church's dire malediction.  I
hit bottom in 1992 and turned to the New Age, where I did find real help
through a process known as the Sedona Method.

I soon married a marvelous man, also ex-Church; we agreed to be partners in
the journey to self-knowledge.  However, I would became quite rabid if the
dreaded cult was mentioned to me, and I refused to even discuss the subject
except in the most scatological terms.  When my partner began regularly lurking
on alt.religion.scientology a few years ago, it was one of the few topics that
could produce a fight between us.

In March, he approached me with your UCP.  Ever ready to throw the baby out
with the bath water, I fought against the idea of trying anything that had the
faintest whiff of Scientology on it.  He convinced me to at least read your
research, and the humor and clarity of your writings overcame my terrors.

Since then we have witnessed about 40 hours apiece for each other.  Within the
first few sessions, a remarkable thing happened.  I, the avowed org-hater, was
able to reconcile my experiences in the Church, accept my various stupidities
and delusions, and thus find a little peace.  Of course, the price was the
horrific realization that I had been in hallucination (and lower!) most of my
life.  (This also explained why I took mind-altering drugs in the '60s.  I was
trying for a more pleasing and aesthetic hallucination than the reality of
life as I then saw it.)  It is startling to really see and feel myself change tone.

A delusional self-image is a comforting security blanket in the depths of
lower tones, but letting go of it has been more than worth it.  I have no idea
where the UCP will take me, and it's certainly a rocky road at times (maybe
I'm approaching self-pity?), but I bless the divine chance that brought this
tool to us and thank you most thoroughly.

Yours,

Mudrunner

P.S.  For what it's worth, I received L's auditing on the Flagship Appalling in
'71 and was ostensibly OT III by '75.  (Hardest confession: I was also a reg.)